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dear..skng ni jam menunjukkan kul 12  lbh..awk thu x?yg sy x leh tdo..erm...awk ingt x yg sy pnh ckp yg sy nk bg tau something.bila awk tnye pe?sy ckp sy tkut.awk tnye lg npe.sy jwb xd pape.erm..awk tau x..sy nk bg tau awk .........................................erm...sy x blh bg tau awk..sy x mmpu bg tau awk..aiz..ape aq merapu nie..klu dye bce blog ni..msti dye trtnye2...erm...awk tau sy nk sngt ckp..tpi sy x blh la!erm...arghh..prut skit...erm..ni skit sbb msuk angin la ni!erm...just ignore it..out of topix tul skit prut nie~!aq rse blog ni plng lme aq edit...rsenye nk msuk stngh jam..tpi pnjng nie je lg..erm.(y) ...aq pun x tau..hye fara stop crying this time...npe aq nges?bodoe nye aq ni kot!ergh....ttbe2 je nnges...yes..tuh tndenye nk mti?ade pham?ermm. :'( ...asal aq asyik pikir psl mati je  bulan ni?erm ... aq pun x tau...even krn tngk aq hapy..tpi dlm otx aq always pikir psl meninggal?(y) ...asl aq trlalu risau...mmng la klu kite tkut mati mknenye kite still ade iman..tpi ini always..mcm kls sjrh td..time bt soalan..aq slh 3..lps siap tnde semua..aq tnye kwn aq..ckgu mne ad ajr ni ni lg kan?dye ckp.'ade la...ckgu bru sngt2 ckp sblum ckgu bg soalan ni'aq jwb la..mne d.aq tumpukan la time sjrh tdi..sbb sjrh fev sbjk gax..lpstuh dye ckp adela..ko dngr..ckgu bru sngt ckp td.....mknenye time ckgu ckp tuh...fikiran aq kat mne ntah~!fizikal aq je ad at situ.bdn aq je ad..ape aq fkir ntah~!erm..mcm mne la nk brjye..klu aq sndri x sedar yg pikiran aq xd dlm kls..erm :'( ...ape yg aq pkir sbnrnye...klu aq tnye korng pun..krng x kan dpt jwb...sbb jwpn dye ad at aq sndri..tpi aq sndri ilang dlm diri aq :'( ..aq sndri confius dngn diri aq sndri.. ernmm :'( ..4 your informtion..aq ni lg ske smpn mslh srng2 dri bg tau orng laen..trmsuk aiman sndri aq x bg tau..klu aq ad crite at krng tuh..itu bg aq mslh tuh bkn la beban utnk ku..bnyk lg bnde laen..mybe bila korng tnye..aq akn jwb..nothing...erm..itu je yg aq mmpu ckp kot..erm...maaf..bila awk tnye sy npe?sy ckp xd pape la...maaf sbb sy bnyk tipu awk :'( ..sy xd niat pun nk tipu awk cmtuh...kalau sy bg tau awk..nnti sy nnges.erm...sbb sy x nk awk risau pape psl sy..sy x nk ssh kan awk lngsng...ermmm...asl sy nnges ni?erm....yeah,mmng dah terbukti yg sy ni mmng lmh dlm hidup..sy x mmpu thn emo sndri..erm...aizz..spe blh tlng hntk kepale aku smpi aq ilng ingtn..yeah..trbukti aq srng yg looser..sbb dngn diri sndri pun x mmpu nk control..erm...ya ALLAH...erm..akk anyza..fara syg akk sngt2..tp bilA akk ckp fara kira beruntng..ayt tuh mke me cry..erm...x nk nnges!!ade pham!ergh!!

P/s:ni la blog pling lme fara edit.....1 jam lbh...ermm...