y this happen to me?

ntah..ko nak tahu?dlu ko orng yg aq syg sngt2 thu?tp x lbh..just as abg..tp skng dah 2011..aq cbe buang ko jauh2..aq dah tanam ko jauh2 tahu..aq dah cmpk prasaan syg aq kat dlm longkang dpn sklh kite?ad pham?huuh...aq x tau la klu ko bkk blog aq ni ko terasa or x?bnyk bnde bodo aq bt sbb ko..smpi aq ad crite at wan aq..wan aq ckp'smpi cmtuh..orng sllu shri je..ko 3 ari'(hnye orng yg tetentu pham)erm...ko tau...msuk je 2011..ko orng ke2 aq wish tahu?tp aq x dpt pun blk dri ko..tipu klu ko ckp ko xd kdit..sbb aq ad tnye seseorng..dye ngah mcg ngan ko time tuh~huuh..ko tau ape perasaan aq time tuh?mmng aq rse nk nnges...tpi aq x blh nnges sbb itu azam bru aq...bru nk msuk taun bru azam aq dah nk runtuh....dlu ko la orng yg sntiasa ad dngn aq time aq sdh...ko la plite tuk bg aq kegembiraan..tpi skng ko dah terbalk...tlng jgn bg jwpn yg ko dah jrng gne enset~!ko thu?itu semua auta kan?aq thu ko tipu...dlu aq always mcg ko..3 bln lps...klu x mcg shri..bsk tuh ko tepon..ko risaw psl aq...tpi skng yeah..arituh nk msuk sbln aq x mcg ko sbb ko x mcg aq lngsng kan?n then ko ckp ko bz sbb ctring..oke ko bg alasan lg..lpstuh aq msuk tsyn..aq nmpk kelibat ko..btw aq bt2 x nmpk pun sbb aq x nk nmpk ko..tp lme2 aq cntct ko blk tp jrng sngt kan?xpe..aq x ksh.jnji ko still tc8 about aq..lme kelamaan..aq mcg ko..ko x eply..bila ko on9 aq tnye npe.ko ckp ko x pki enset..oke aq trime jwpn ko..lpstuh lme2 aq ckp dkt ko..aq ngadu dkt ko.aq ckp npe ko brubah..npe ko dah x pnh amik thu hal aq..ko jwb,ko tkut nk bg tahu aq..aq tnye lg..ko ckp skng ni n blah222 la kan..oke..aq x mara kan..n ko ckp mne d ko x ksh psl aq lg..ko ckp ko ksh psl aq..tpi tuh ke crenya..n then 1 mlm tuh..aq mcg ko..sbb aq nk tnye ko something..n then ko x eply..oke..time tuh aq pkir ko xd kdit or ttdo...lme2 abg aq mntk no ko..aq bgi abg aq...abg aq mcg koe...n then aq tnye abg aq..dye bls x mcg koe?n then abg aq ckp ko bls...aq yakin kan dri aq yg abg aq hnye menipu..tp td..tergerak ati aq nk tau..aq bce la mcg abg aq..yeah..mmng btul ko bls mcg abg aq...ko tau ape perasaan aq time tuh..hnye allah yg tahu.maaf klu ko terasa if bce blog aq... smlm aq anta mcg new year 2 kli kat ko dngn hrpn ko akn bls...erm..n then aq kol ko x angkt kan?erm..ntah la...ABG BERUBAH~!BERUBAH SNGT2..ni la kli terakhir aq akn nnges about ko..NO MORE CRY ABOUT YOU~..erm...maafkan fara~fara x mksd nk luahkan perasaan kat blog..tp spe lg fara nk luahkan slain blog...sbb dlu fara akn luahkan dkt abg...abg sllu dngr n bg smngt..tp skng npe x?ntah la abg~abg sllu bg alasan mcm2~ntah2..erm...WHAT THE FISH!asl aq nnges psl ko skng ni...we,aq x nk nnges dah pham..NO MORE CRY IN 2011..tp npe ari nie bru first day 2011 aq dah nnges..ya ALLAH~erm...n credit to wani..smbl aq tlk blog ni aq dngr lgu blog koe...mmbuatkan ati aq lg tersentuh.erm....tlng bg aq kuat smngt...erm :'( ...